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Okay, that little reminder is out of the way... Now I have to make my excuses and I guess air my grief a little. Lately--I want to say it started when my internet went out, but it started way before that actually--I have fallen out of love with the internet. I get on, and I just feel like it's a job, not fun free time. I'm always overwhelmed with messages (mostly from work, family, and school, which makes them doubly unappealing), I feel like I've stopped talking to people I used to spend hours with (I just don't have anything to say, and no energy to say things even if I did), and sites that used to keep me occupied forever now seem dull.

I've even stopped reading fanfiction guys. This is serious business.

I don't know why I feel this way, and I'm just being completely emo over it now (you can ignore this journal, if you want). At first I thought it was just a late summer phase, but it's not going away. I like... want to go outside and live real life. That's a good thing... so why do I feel like I'm running away from something? At the very least, because I talk to so many of my old friends only over the internet now, losing interest in the internet makes me feel like I'm seriously losing interest in my friends. And that's a horrible thing, and totally untrue, because I love you all to bits and pieces.

This ennui has been made worse by real life, which is seriously cramping my style right about now. For those of you who don't have me as a friend on Facebook, a bat actually made its way into my bedroom--how, I have no clue--and now I have to be treated for rabies AGAIN. FML.

Somehow, I ended up chief editor of university's lit mag. I am pretty sure I never offered myself up for that job. But whatever, I guess. Someone has to do it. And if no one else is going to volunteer to make our meetings not 100% a waste of time, I'm going to do it... Still, there goes my free time.

And I don't understand how I can have so many easy classes this semester, and still feel just as stressed as when I was taking 18 units, all 4000-level. I'm finishing up my gen eds for god's sake! I guess it's really just Creative Nonfiction that is dragging me down. I spent nine hours yesterday writing a response to a reading I hated. Shoot me now.

Then there's that whole grad school thing. I get the feeling that all my applying will be for nothing. My family is going to be so upset if I apply to all these schools and don't get in anywhere.

Ugh, what am I doing with myself?

I don't even have anything to complain about. I need to just shut up now.

Anyway, I'm sorry about the horrible slowness of the sketches. A lot of things are going on. I'll get them done as soon as I can.

1. F'lon (elf OC) for ~Homiko
2. Sabre (Dialga gijinka) for ~dianaMiiTE
Status: Sketch is complete, coloring soon.
3. A lemur on a tree with big eyes~! for ~Hakidasu
4. Deidara and Genma for ~suncomesout
5. Fai D. Fluorite for ~SecretForKeeps
6. Itachi/Sakura (Landslide lyrics) ~amriisuwre
7. A hydra-headed Snarfalopod for ~Hakidasu
8. A morose demon for ~raoaks
9. A Cloaks scene for ~Fly2TheSkie
10. Greene Showe for ~greenfrostfire
11. [link] for ~sammytheheartless

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